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The Peloton instructor, 35, who recently revealed her August 2022 breast cancer diagnosis and subsequent treatment, wrote in a lengthy Instagram post Monday about the physical changes she had to endure — specifically, the loss of her hair.
“Over the last six months, I’ve been determined to not let my insecurities about the way I look affect how I’ve shown up. Some days that’s been easier than others,” she notes, “I feel lucky, but it doesn’t mean it hasn’t felt completely s— at times too.”
“People tell me how lucky I am that I didn’t lose my hair. No, I’m not bald, but I did lose my hair,” she explains. “I lost over half of it, and every ponytail has been strategically placed to make it less obvious.”
The instructor’s eyebrows, eyelashes, and body hair were all lost to chemotherapy as well but she had her eyebrows tattooed on and wears false lashes.
“In the grand scheme of things, these side effects have felt irrelevant compared to having the opportunity to get better, but they do make a difference to your self-esteem. Hair loss is one of the cruelest parts of cancer treatment.”
“To me that felt bizarre quite honestly, but I wonder if it’s because when you focus on how good you can make other people feel they will always look beyond the physical. It becomes less important compared to your magic that goes way beyond the surface, and it’s that magic that leaves the lasting impression. It’s a lesson that I’ve learned first hand and I’ll value it forever more.”
She was able tocontinueworking during her 12-week round of chemotherapy, explaining that leading her classes gave her “a focus, and some sparkle in an otherwise incredibly tough time.”
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“I would teach my Wednesday morning LIVE classes, and then meet my Mum and go to the treatment suite for my weekly dose,” she said, but added, “Chemo is no joke.”
source: people.com
